Ha, what an unnecessarily depressing and bleak heading I wrote. Not sure it really means anything.
Yesterday I found tattered "The Lion the witch and the Wardrobe" In one of these junk filled buildings, I can't recall ever reading it, and now, I actually want to haha. After all, theres something very familiar in it's pages.
People here are so twofaced, not all, but some indeed. It's quite sad, since it's a Bible school and people still sit in lectures and act holy as they sing and then turn around and be rotten, selfish, uncaring, and downright disrespectful. But there are others that are encouraging in their ways and true character, thank the Lord.
I actually really want a good beer right now, which is really odd.
They are only communal showers unless I want to wlk across campus.
I actually miss home already, and certain things at home even more.
It's a shame to feel like you're doing something wrong when you work hard.
I can't help but look at these woods and dream of running into them and the wild and never coming back.
they have really great water.
I've eaten a lot of candy since being here, I think I'm trying to replace something but it's hard to say what. Or perhaps it's just it's more obvious than I think.
I'm thankful for my roommate, he's probably the only guy I could bear rooming with here haha. His story's, humour, and general good hearted nature are a relief from many here.
Everything is moss-coated, I love it.
I wish I was a deep thinker.
Pray after events work in a way that is pleasing, fullfilling, adventurous, and growth inducing.
I cannot say why things happened in such timing, but I trust God it has it's reason and purpose, and I like it very much still.

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This may be a renewal in an attempt to type out thoughts I can in no other way conjour. May it be viewed in moderation.

Drei (a photo guide).

From top to bottom, in no real chronological order.

I. Castle near Bacharach on the Rein River.
II. Discovering or 1500 century hotel in Bacharach.
III. Bacharach.
IV. Bicycles farther than the eye can see, somewhere in Amsterdam.
V. Beautiful but not typical homes in Amsterdam.
VI. View from the canal or "the 7 bridges".
VII. Cologne Catherdral in Koln.
VIII. Pork knuckle, beer, sourcrout, sausage, etc.
IX. The grave of Oscar Wilde in Paris (nearby: the grave of Jim Morrison and Chopin).
X. The Eiffel Tower light show or the postcard photo.
XI. A one night stand girl from Paris, she was slightly depressing.
XII. Brooding at the Louvre.
XIII. The Olympic torch.
XIV. a fraction of Paris.
XV. Notre Dame.
XVI. The Louvre.

Drei.

Hallo again my long away friends, You find me in Germany today, and the first day I've had internet access for a week or so. It's 155 in Seattle, yet 1155pm here, it feels much later. Again, I won't flounder about too many words, details may hopefully arrive on here later, I'll just say Paris was great, though hardly seen due to it's vast size (though I'd say we saw the essentials). Amsterdam was next and was quite a pleasant surprise as I found it both hectic, crowded, and trashy in parts (this was not the surprise part) yet quaint, calm, charming, and beautiful in other parts. I fell asleep to steeple bells and a school choir (at one time singing Coldplay) and wandered the town with the millions (literally) of bicycles. Germany has been truly medieval. Koln one the Rein river was home to one gargantuin catherdral, a brilliantly old and creaky hotel and a pork knuckle as long as my forearm (yet wider...) which I devoured, in time, with sourcrowt and beer. Then Bacharach after a river cruise was just a dream town surrounded by castles, hills, vineyards, the rein again, and walls. We shared Ice wine with a lady recovering from a broken back who Praised God for her still living. I also stumbled upon an Irish folk concert at their local church. My favorite town thus far. Then after 4 train transfers and one bus ride through everyday Germany we landed in Rothenburg ob der Tauber (which you should google) for a truly mediavel town with fortress walls, remains of a moat, watch towers, houses from the 1400s and a nightwatchman who guided us through a history lesson. Now we're in Munich, which I know nothing about thus far. Stay tuned. Ta.

Deux.

Right now, I'm tired, quite. Paris has been interesting and uncomfortable, the internet forces this blogging website to French, sigh, oh the french. I miss London already. Let me show you.

One.

I'm Leaving London tomorrow. I'll post something of substance later. Heres a teaser though

Things Change.

.... But I t3end to stay relatively the same....

Yikes, that was a non-stop flight to a dead end.

Now can smeone tell me why where one can go to escape the ever crawling throngs of people who tend to be on the verge of complete depletion of descency? Perhsps it's only the places uexplored, uncultured, unknown, or similar? Perhaps it's the next town over>? the next state? Country? Planet? etc? Perhaps Earth as we jknow it knows no such place? Perhaps it's everywhere I'm not? Fact is, most people I meet are exactly tthe type perfect in our culture. You know (or not) they are selfcenterd (completely), overendulgent (grossly), inconsiderate (totaly), unfriendly (always), and on and on. Ugghh. It's undoubtably hard to slollow, yet it's everywhere among what friends I have, it aplies to nearly every stranger I can recall and it simply mkes life less pleasent. Why is it this way? Is it so hard to fathom that you yourself where more kind and friendly and selfless that you might make somenes day? and that they may then act that way as well? And that maybe if more people tryed acting this way, genuinely, then more and more people might live the same way? Oh yes, I suppose it is, thank you common sense for reminding me, people arent nice by nature. Sigh. What an enigma, what a travesty. I think I'll simply go wherever the nice people are. Aka, where people arent. Aka do the selfish thing and run. Aka give up.

On a pleasant note, I'll be off to a European excursion (London, Paris, Germany, Vienna, Salzburg, and then wherever the wind may sway me) as well as a 8 week stay at Capernwray, which is to be glorious (to God and in general). If I return, I'll tell you all about it, or if your lucky, I'll mention key events here.

Update of what Ive done
-Video games (FFVII, FFVIII, Okami, Suikoden V, Pirates, Mega Man, Soul Calibur....)
-Work = construction = wet/cold = sore = $
-sewing = sewing
-and thats really all. Ha. I saw some people wh dont apply to above as well.

Ta.


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